Thursday, July 30, 2009

Bitter Homeschooler's Wishlist

This article cracks me up. From Secular Homeschooling:

The Bitter Homeschooler's Wish List
by Deborah Markus, from Secular Homeschooling, Issue #1, Fall 2007

1 Please stop asking us if it's legal. If it is — and it is — it's insulting to imply that we're criminals. And if we were criminals, would we admit it?

2 Learn what the words "socialize" and "socialization" mean, and use the one you really mean instead of mixing them up the way you do now. Socializing means hanging out with other people for fun. Socialization means having acquired the skills necessary to do so successfully and pleasantly. If you're talking to me and my kids, that means that we do in fact go outside now and then to visit the other human beings on the planet, and you can safely assume that we've got a decent grasp of both concepts.

3 Quit interrupting my kid at her dance lesson, scout meeting, choir practice, baseball game, art class, field trip, park day, music class, 4H club, or soccer lesson to ask her if as a homeschooler she ever gets to socialize.

4 Don't assume that every homeschooler you meet is homeschooling for the same reasons and in the same way as that one homeschooler you know.

5 If that homeschooler you know is actually someone you saw on TV, either on the news or on a "reality" show, the above goes double.

6 Please stop telling us horror stories about the homeschoolers you know, know of, or think you might know who ruined their lives by homeschooling. You're probably the same little bluebird of happiness whose hobby is running up to pregnant women and inducing premature labor by telling them every ghastly birth story you've ever heard. We all hate you, so please go away.

7 We don't look horrified and start quizzing your kids when we hear they're in public school. Please stop drilling our children like potential oil fields to see if we're doing what you consider an adequate job of homeschooling.

8 Stop assuming all homeschoolers are religious.

9 Stop assuming that if we're religious, we must be homeschooling for religious reasons.

10 We didn't go through all the reading, learning, thinking, weighing of options, experimenting, and worrying that goes into homeschooling just to annoy you. Really. This was a deeply personal decision, tailored to the specifics of our family. Stop taking the bare fact of our being homeschoolers as either an affront or a judgment about your own educational decisions.

11 Please stop questioning my competency and demanding to see my credentials. I didn't have to complete a course in catering to successfully cook dinner for my family; I don't need a degree in teaching to educate my children. If spending at least twelve years in the kind of chew-it-up-and-spit-it-out educational facility we call public school left me with so little information in my memory banks that I can't teach the basics of an elementary education to my nearest and dearest, maybe there's a reason I'm so reluctant to send my child to school.

12 If my kid's only six and you ask me with a straight face how I can possibly teach him what he'd learn in school, please understand that you're calling me an idiot. Don't act shocked if I decide to respond in kind.

13 Stop assuming that because the word "home" is right there in "homeschool," we never leave the house. We're the ones who go to the amusement parks, museums, and zoos in the middle of the week and in the off-season and laugh at you because you have to go on weekends and holidays when it's crowded and icky.

14 Stop assuming that because the word "school" is right there in homeschool, we must sit around at a desk for six or eight hours every day, just like your kid does. Even if we're into the "school" side of education — and many of us prefer a more organic approach — we can burn through a lot of material a lot more efficiently, because we don't have to gear our lessons to the lowest common denominator.

15 Stop asking, "But what about the Prom?" Even if the idea that my kid might not be able to indulge in a night of over-hyped, over-priced revelry was enough to break my heart, plenty of kids who do go to school don't get to go to the Prom. For all you know, I'm one of them. I might still be bitter about it. So go be shallow somewhere else.

16 Don't ask my kid if she wouldn't rather go to school unless you don't mind if I ask your kid if he wouldn't rather stay home and get some sleep now and then.

17 Stop saying, "Oh, I could never homeschool!" Even if you think it's some kind of compliment, it sounds more like you're horrified. One of these days, I won't bother disagreeing with you any more.

18 If you can remember anything from chemistry or calculus class, you're allowed to ask how we'll teach these subjects to our kids. If you can't, thank you for the reassurance that we couldn't possibly do a worse job than your teachers did, and might even do a better one.

19 Stop asking about how hard it must be to be my child's teacher as well as her parent. I don't see much difference between bossing my kid around academically and bossing him around the way I do about everything else.

20 Stop saying that my kid is shy, outgoing, aggressive, anxious, quiet, boisterous, argumentative, pouty, fidgety, chatty, whiny, or loud because he's homeschooled. It's not fair that all the kids who go to school can be as annoying as they want to without being branded as representative of anything but childhood.

21 Quit assuming that my kid must be some kind of prodigy because she's homeschooled.

22 Quit assuming that I must be some kind of prodigy because I homeschool my kids.

23 Quit assuming that I must be some kind of saint because I homeschool my kids.

24 Stop talking about all the great childhood memories my kids won't get because they don't go to school, unless you want me to start asking about all the not-so-great childhood memories you have because you went to school.

25 Here's a thought: If you can't say something nice about homeschooling, shut up!

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

The Adventure Begins

As I stand at the precipice of my potential undoing, I feel an enormous amount of trepidation. From what I have read, very few people start their homeschooling endeavor with confidence. It amazes me how many of us are so sure about our decision, but so insecure about our ability to effectively follow through. Because isn't that what the fear really is - feeling inadequate?

I, of course, have had a few people ask me if I need to be certified or meet special criteria to homeschool my child. It amuses me to be asked that, but I certainly understand their concern. I feel it too. There are so many curriculum options for homeschoolers that the research alone tears at the fragile fibers of my resolve. Where do I begin? how do I know what program is right for my family? What do I do about my weak areas, like math? Would a teaching certification give me more direction or confidence? Would a state-mandated test or criteria help me prove/understand my own worth as an educator?

Overcoming these insecurities is challenging, but I find myself watching my son charging head first in to each day and that makes me stronger. I did not need a certificate to have a child. Parents have to figure their own shit out along the way. My boy is smart, confident, and curious. That proves that I have been doing okay so far. And, I had no curriculum to guide me for the past 6 years, so I think I have established my worth as an educator. Is teaching a child to talk easier than teaching them to spell? Is social studies education more important than teaching compassion? It may get more challenging as he gets older, but I don't think 1st grade math is going to uncover my teaching inadequacies. Of course, I am not above asking for help if it does. (I would be above admitting that 1st grade math might be too much, though, so I would ask for help on the down-low. )

I am often surprised and encouraged at all of the parents who support my decision to homeschool. I get more "Good for you's" and "I don't blame ya's" at this point than the "Are you a nutjob's" or "you couldn't possibly be smart enough to school a goldfish's." And, it makes me sad that our public school system has jaded so many other parents who don't have the resources to take matters in to their own hands. Someone told me that homeschooling isn't for everybody. Maybe so, but it is within all parents to fight for their children's potential and provide the best for them. Therefore, I may be daunted by the responsibility of homeschooling, but I am more terrified of the result if I don't. I know that I can do this. I just have to do it in my own way, embrace the support of others, and ignore the asshat nay-sayers who are content with stifling their children's potential.